Wow I can't believe 2008 will be over in a few hours!!! This year has been filled with so many great things. My oldest turned 10, my dh and I celebrated 10 years of marriage, my youngest started Kindergarten, and I turned the big 3-0. It has been filled with some downs as well but the good outweighs the bad. If I had to, I wouldn't change a thing. Nope, nothing. Everything that happened doesn't matter because I am still here. Which means it wasn't bad enough to kill me.
Today when I looked in the mirror, I saw a new person. I am still Queeny and still ka-ute, but I don't see life the same anymore. My dh asked me if I had any resolutions and I told him no but I have goals. I have some personal goals but my overall goals are to live more, love stronger, and laugh harder. I am working on some things I can't mention yet, I am going to meet even more people, I plan to let God use me in any, way, shape or form He sees fit. Instead of complaining about stuff, I plan on working to help bring about the change I want to see starting with myself.
I want to be the type of wife, mother, minister, friend, daughter, and sister I would expect others to be. I have eliminated negativity, drama, gossiping, silliness, pettiness from my life, starting with me. I realized the only person I can control is myself and if I am not involved in those things, then life is that much easier. And yes I was guilty as charged but not anymore. No it wasn't hard but it is so worth it. Everyday I wake up, I want to make sure I please God and God alone. I am so focused, so determined, so steadfast that I cannot and will not be moved.
Thank you to everyone who has read my blog, pmed me, left a comment, or sent an email. This blog is here because God loves you and me. He allows me to use my life, and the insight He gives me to share with you. I can't tell you how much it means to me to read your testimonies or to know you've been blessed. That is why I do what I do and I plan on doing even more in the New Year. It is my prayer that we will all become the people God has called us to be. May 2009 bring you all the love, joy, peace, wisdom, and blessings you deserve and more. Remember to always seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness.. I love all of you!!! Q