Life Interrupted

I got thrown for a serious curve ball this past weekend. First with my trip to the hospital and next my grandmother had a heart attack Friday night. I try soo hard to stay focus and to be strong but I am only human. Things don't always go the way we planned. I have yet to do my workouts this week so tonight I am going to bed early and am going to get up early in the morning and head to the gym. I am stressed right now. All I want to do is roll up in a big old ball and just cry. My life has been soo interrupted. I can't think straight. This is when I lean all the more on the LORD and will just trust in HIM to carry me. This load is too much to bear on my own. Q