Our friend is gone

As I sit here right now, my head is spinning, my stomach is aching and I don't have anymore tears to cry. I just don't. I just all of you to pray for my friend. She gave me the okay to post this because she needs the prayer. I just found out my friend's husband our friend J committed suicide. He was only 32 years old. I don't have words right now.

No matter what. I choose to remember him the way I last saw him, smiling and giving me a big hug and kiss. RIP J. Q